I haven't had sleep deprivation for a while, so I might as well enjoy some now.
I slept for no less than 13 hours yesterday so I guess it's pay back tonight. That said, I also may have made a minor cock up in work and it's keeping me awake, but lets not get into semantics.
It is odd things that worry me. A late file won't bother me if I've got a reasonable excuse, but a forgotten attachment will keep me pacing (and having a meltdown) for hours if I don't feel like I'm on solid ground.
I'm sure everyone suffers from this, but I occasionally feel trapped, unable to settle until i have an answer one way or the other. I have no off button, no system to simply decide i can wait and sleep. I have been told to create a 'bin bag' in my mind that I just trash can my day into and leave it behind.
Sleep loss doesn't help either. It means I'm awake for hours and hours, dozing in work, losing my ability to control my meltdowns, or even having meltdowns altogether.
It'll negatively effect me, and I'll blog later (or tomorrow) to tell you how it went.....
I am a 29 year old male who has been recently diagnosed with Aspergers. I am writing this blog to express my road to discovery, and if anyone feels helped along the way: bonus. Please read, enjoy, comment, share if you think it would help anyone and thanks for stopping by.
Sunday, 27 September 2015
Tuesday, 22 September 2015
spelling errors and updates
So, it's been three months again. I swear I get time off, I just don't have anything to blog about. That said, I met an old friend on Sunday and she told me I should blog about my life.
Prepare to be bored.
First off, I've decided to go back to using my laptop to blog. Using mobile devices seems to get me auto corrected to hell, thanks greatly to my inability to proofread.
I suppose a general update is in order for my first post in a while.
1) Orthotics are working well, due to delightful redness and rubbing I had them widened recently. this has reduced the pressure on my feet but now lefty has a habit of trapping air on the way up stairs and making......noises.
2) I finished physio, and have now got to continue it through my own devices. I've joined a gym. If you've read my blog, you'll guess that it too has fallen by the way side. I need to go back, it was making a difference, although I still have a beer gut and one moob.
3) I'm watching TV shows, marathons are the best. They make great background for blogging?
4) I'm working like nobodies business. Some body promoted me.
I'll start trying to update more often, drawing development from posts in the past that needed more review. Also, being able to schedule post should let me blog in one day and have a weeks worth of posts.
Good to be back (until I forget again)
side note: My blogging platforms spell check doesn't recognise the word "blog"
Prepare to be bored.
First off, I've decided to go back to using my laptop to blog. Using mobile devices seems to get me auto corrected to hell, thanks greatly to my inability to proofread.
I suppose a general update is in order for my first post in a while.
1) Orthotics are working well, due to delightful redness and rubbing I had them widened recently. this has reduced the pressure on my feet but now lefty has a habit of trapping air on the way up stairs and making......noises.
2) I finished physio, and have now got to continue it through my own devices. I've joined a gym. If you've read my blog, you'll guess that it too has fallen by the way side. I need to go back, it was making a difference, although I still have a beer gut and one moob.
3) I'm watching TV shows, marathons are the best. They make great background for blogging?
4) I'm working like nobodies business. Some body promoted me.
I'll start trying to update more often, drawing development from posts in the past that needed more review. Also, being able to schedule post should let me blog in one day and have a weeks worth of posts.
Good to be back (until I forget again)
side note: My blogging platforms spell check doesn't recognise the word "blog"
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