Showing posts with label late updates. Show all posts
Showing posts with label late updates. Show all posts

Friday, 22 March 2019

Late Diagnosis

If my life had a tag line. 🙄

Growing up in Ireland I got held back Two grades because you know, I'll catch up to the other children by going slower (it's a real Irish solution) and makes me feel like I live in Cyprus Creek working for the Globex corporation.

Geeky relevant reference aside, I'm left wondering if id be diagnosed earlier, would life have thrown insurmountable barriers in my way? By being told "you're not able" would I have a lost a lot of determination and drive that's got me to where I am today?

Speaking of drive, my licence is up for renewal. I'm shit scared I'll lose my independence if they take it off me. No offence to taxi drivers but I can't take the anxiety of waiting for a car that might be late. I hate being late.

Well, guess I'll find out when I apply......

Tuesday, 19 March 2019

Let's play catch up

Last post was two years ago, in April 2017.

Time flies when you're experiencing change I guess. A lot has happened and the blog fell by the way side (even with it's own regularly viewed FaceBook page) and  it just felt like I was in control of my disabilities and a blog with no insightful content isn't exciting, it's dull and samey.

Funny what depression and anxiety can do. See! New diagnosis to add to the blog! Disability never changes, but apparently it does and I should really blog about it, if not for anyone else's benefit then it least my own ("feeling fine" on a typewriter kind of thing).

A blog I read years ago had an entire thread about it being therapy, to be able to talk into the void. Well guess where I'm going with this?

Oh, and a teaser intro post to re introduce my blog while I write a catch up "previously on the Aspy Journey"?

You're welcome.

Only joking.

Two year update:

•I've moved jobs, much happier with great support.
•I've started seeing a therapist who's diagnosed me with anxiety, depression and CPTSD (yes, these will be future topics)
•I'm in a new relationship and a new town.

All caught up? Good. See you next week.

Monday, 3 April 2017

No post this week

So, unless you follow me on Facebook or Twitter (hint, hint, click click), you'll be surprised there's no full post this week.

Why? 

Because I'm a fat lazy sod who decided he liked the blog the way it were and don't need no fancy new regimen to boost credibility or help people......

Obviously.

It's more that the new job has loaded a whole load of training and education into my time table and I am determined and obligated to complete that training in a timely manner and it will give me a good basis for productive work. 

I take longer to complete reading and comprehension tasks, like reading policies or doing self directed online learning. Although half the time I think it is simple bone idleness on my part, I do take more frequent breaks and I find more diversion tactics that are synonymous with dyslexia (while it's being mentioned, why is dyslexia so hard to spell?). I'm the worlds greatest avoider of paperwork and book learning. 
It's a common tactic for dyslexics, to find something that either delays having to do a task until it's too late or something that replaces that task. I did it in school like nobodies business, telling convoluted stories or chattering mindlessly to delay written and reading work. 
Work have given me two weeks to do all the work, so I'm in very good hands.

To add to this, I have not discussed the blog with management or given them details and while it's not a work blog, work as you know features heavily, because it's the activity I do the most. There's nothing saying I have to tell work, but to misquote something I read recently: dance like no one is watching but blog like it's going to be read out in a court. For this reason alone, I want management on board, at least tangentially, before I write about the (amazing) support.

Moving on:

The 2nd of April is autism awareness day, so let's talk about that.....

It's old, but lighting up blue is seen as supportive for people with Autism, however Autism Speaks has been attacked as oppressive. I'm including links because I have not had first hand  experience of Autism speaks, mainly because they are American.


In the UK there's a number of charities, and instead of listing them all here, I'm going to add them in as widgets to the site, that way they are easy access.

To any of my international audience, Google is your friend.

Anyway, happy Autism week!